It is happy."
Is shallow wild to soar to listen to come out, she didn't truely appreciate her own meaning.However, so delicate affair, he isn't very directly either to reveal, at that moment just tiny tiny a smile:"He is the brilliant student of college of music, in the future should be unlikely will fall a lake thus, at most is also can not well carry out own ideal.Life like this more wear go to, there is the person of life like this, also not necessarily so in the future will try to commit suicide to find to live ……in fine, you had better not declare in front of him, but make him choose by himself.Since is his own affair, so, his own viewpoint affirmation is the most important."
"I am getting more understand."Thousand leaves smiled to order to nod.She looking at shallow wild soar a pure handsome side of face, suddenly feel that he was like his own elder too much, thus patiently meticulous, the such language center of gravity is long ……however, the words say back, ignore he have much young, on the mindset, he is also really that she truly deserves the honor, such as the leave guarantee returnable of elder.The ancients even still has on the first for the teacher life long for the parlance of father ……
"What do you smile?"The deluge that is suddenly shallow wild to soar to see her face a top smiling face, the intuition relates to oneself and cannot helps but asking.
"Nothing important.I just feel that the teacher is sometimes also pretty sissy."
"BE?Mother-in-law mother ……man for the evaluation like this frankly speaking and resists very much."Is shallow wild to soar tiny say with smile.Although words say so, poured on his face don't also show unintentionally even is the facial expression of vexation not and quickly.
"I don't feel that this phrase is a complete derogatory sense.I remember that day, New Year's Day's teacher's wife once told me, she all of materials used in flower arrangements is she bought by herself ……before that, in fact I thoughted of, teacher's affirmation isn't likely to will to florist to buy fresh flowers.I say so that pour not is think that the teacher is the person whom and romance insulate ……I just feel, the very difficult imagination teacher buys the appearance of fresh flowers in florist.And I indeed as expected didn't guess wrong as well."
"That kind of matter, I really is never once do ……since the childhood thousand Huis very able, what matter all did secure well arrangedly stick of, basically had no call to other people worry."
"So ……imagine with me seem not too similar.I originally thought that the teacher is very considerate of person."
"That you are getting wronger.I have never been the person whom the individual sticks.Sometimes, I even feel ……"is shallow wild to soar to suddenly no longer keep on saying, he lowers the head to took a look form, " is thousand leaves, I have some a matter ……again see."
"Okay.Teacher sees again."
It is shallow wild to soar to turn round to go away.Just that a moment, he suddenly felt that he seems too many words, so, stopped a car in time.
If he sometimes also discover, at thousand leaf in front, he seems to be very easily will say excessive, with as for even feel thousand leaves he has a little mother-in-law mother ……he believes, other people's eyes inside of he, absolutely can't be such.
Probably because, he saw too many advantages appreciated by him on this girl:For example she studies assiduous earnest, practical of style, perhaps even many boys all will from sigh Fu such as;For example she sincerity docile, have is a kind of natural living of wont for nearby of the person wear to think of true temperament;For example she usually the language is astonishing, missing the other people didn't think, the but again can keep pointing his heart bottom is most not easily the softest, touch of place ……
However, he of so the meeting suddenly breaks off with thousand leaves' conversations, is because he suddenly discovered that an industry is with the problem for existing:Always, he is really too little to shallow wild concern of thousand Huis.If isn't that she speaks by herself, he usually can't go to and understand her and exactly want on his own initiative what.One of his advantage, also just from hands-off her freedom, allow her to do the matter that she wants to do.
He has to admit, he really isn't a husband of gentle and soft consideration.
Possibility is also, from the first beginning of well long period of time inside, shallow wild thousand Huises are all unilateral to his feelings, also positive as it does, at him have never made a firm decision accept her feelings to him and don't decide with before she get married, he has never led to be good friends with as well to cherish her mood so much.Very long period of time inside, shallow wild thousand Huises are in the his eyes, only is an opposite sex that knew him and had special concern to him since the childhood ……reveal, is like a younger sister who didn't have blood relationship relation.
A career like this, getting along with affirmation with shallow wild thousand Huises after getting married to him will have certain influence ……certainly, this doesn't express he doesn't value shallow wild thousand Huises, just may feel shallow wild thousand Huises, he is probably not equal to her to value she to so value her.
He thinks that a person, how may not value a treat oneself as the woman of life from the 6-year-old beginning?At come and go of years in, shallow wild thousand Huises order intravenous drop drop to him of imitate Buddhas to all come clearly to view well ……
He believes that that may be an extreme achievement that woman is canned make by a men.He if don't know to cherish, the just like is at the animals, also don't match to be a psychology worker.
Which afraid, which afraid ……in fact very long a period of time inside, he basically didn't lead whole heartedly a mood of loving a person.He has of and just whole heartedly accept the mood of a person to his love.
Can meet a person who loves so him certainly, he has been feeling as well very****.After all, no one will be more understand than him, this in this world has of exert is thousand create 100 bores of life ……as for perfect in every way life, perhaps would be feat it in the nursery tale as well the soil of existence.
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In the evening, once ate after meal, thousand leaves reviewed homework for a while.Because have been thinking to have something to do with Chu-tien's fixing a matter, she unavoidably some minds not and rather, hence decide to go to discuss with him.She walks to fix outside in the room to Chu-tien:"Fix, can I go in?"
"Come in."
Thousand leaves pushed away a door and walked into.
Sitting Chu-tien before piano to fix a side to lead face to looking at her was to the utmost the words that will soon say to her in the eye if keep the facial expression of Zhang.
"Fix, the aunt hopes that you can catch this opportunity."
"Are you to mean to say to take me?"
Thousand leaves listen to come out, Chu-tien fixs to talk of have to obviously resist emotion in the tone.
"Not yes.I just want to make you know, we all really concern you, particularly is your mother ……"
"I ain't not either to want to catch this opportunity ……but, I listen to person say, the university for England studies, school fees and living expenseses will be very high, and like this affirmation will aggravate the uncle's burden.I think that I must study for higher degree in Europe as well, just probably successful in the future."
"But also uncertain can not bear.Wait through two years, I finished university to find out a work, you were to want to continue to read graduate student all not a problem.Even if these two annual convention pain a point, even want a father who ask for help from the mountain in autumn ……"
"I don't miss you for the sake of my too hard, even don't want to owe other people's human feelings."Chu-tien fixed to interrupt her.
"The words are to say so, but fix, think successful, the pain is ineluctable.Opportunity also not that time all have ……probably next year have no piano profession of quota, how does that do?To our person like this, the opportunity really isn't a lot of, and flit ……as for autumn Mr. Shan, he would like to help you, I also know, and affirmation is to have something to beg.But we aren't the human feelings that still doesn't rise him either in the future."
"I have already asked you before, if I during a lifetime can with teach the other people how to play the piano, or for the other people accompany in order to living, you will can't despise me ……you say certainly at that time can't, as long as I felt happy and then wented by myself ……is not this in fact and basically your sincere talk, right?If"Chu-tien fixs a station to start, walk to the window side, back lean against window Ling but sign, " I really lead life like that, you will feel I of no use, even will cast off me, right?Because the for yourself is an in the future must stand out of person."
"It certainly is true.I have been feeling that a person want ～only well on the hoof, the work is earnest, living normal, become pianist also good, forever is a piano teacher let it be, didn't relate to.I really feel as long as your happiness went ……but fix, if you don't try, how can know that oneself can not fly higherly?I hope to fix in the future remember I at the age of 20 , can not regret oneself at the beginning of choice."Although in daytime, shallow wild soared to once tactfully advise her don't too and enthusiastically persuade Chu-tien to fix,beats by dre cheap, thousand
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